Thursday, December 20, 2007


BATTERY


Run your tongue upon the withered zinc; the dampness will help the connection.
If you slipped me in your pocket and held me close,
my radium, my quick-twisted crown,

I would know something so subterranean,
it could make me sing.

I will arc across streetlights and saliva, the dashboards will glow blue
with drowning, or submission.

The song will come in slow, broken pauses,

the dance will ache like the palm
on the hip of some distant cousin…

(Don’t slap me---I’m not through yet)
We’ll whisper the names already asked toward forgiveness:
My third grade teacher, my hypodermic nurse,
my father blackening the air with gin swills.

Oh, slit open the skin, as batteries run low;

Let the charge run home.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007


SCENARIO

"Do you begin to see there is no face there in the tarnished mirror?"
—William Burroughs


Gun-toting racist lawmen swagger drunkenly across the landscape.

Sexually repressed secret agents plot each other's demise. Hidden

enclaves of technocrats vie for power and unleash deadly viruses.
A young boy abruptly blooms into a red-haired wolf, leathery femalesnake-beasts invade the English countryside.

We begin to see this story as its own kind
of viral replication, endlessly mutating itself into new forms.

The leathery she-beast is now a captive sideshow attraction.
Expose all faulty wiring and cheap, duct-taped bandstands,
the hollow flash of out-dated tricks! The trappings are there,

but their mechanisms are left dangling, half-completed.


We hear the staccato police report, the carnival huckster,

the dispassionate scientist, the Hollywood censors;

all purveyors of noxious light.

We wait for the explosion.


Once it’s over, we are left

with bald cacophonies, with a sick nostalgia

for a time just before the bomb went off---
the silence that up until then, we chose to ignore.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007


ANOTHER EMPIRE


It is Easter Sunday. A ruined egg on the pavement

reminds me; its scattered shell the blue tint of the virgin.

Girls in their pink dresses look ambiguous, swivel

their small hips to salsa, or lean from ground-floor windows,

blow kisses to each other, waiting for church.

Behind them in their darkened apartments,
the immaculate corpse looks on, hung
from his cross above the solemn brown TV console,
its’ volume turned down.
In the park, on beaten stubble fields, families play soft ball, launch rockets from which white plastic statuettes of astronauts fall with parachutes back to the earth.
Children run to collect the remains. There is nothing simple in this.

Each event unfolds, small and cautious. Airplanes mark the sky

with their blue-etched trails. What is seen through the corner

window can seem as distant as a radio broadcast; can be us

or others. I see the slow smoke of restlessness,

momentum as its own song.

Monday, December 17, 2007


GRACE RUN IT THROUGH ME


Don't leave me, as sunlight spreads

its wound through the broken-jawed
doorways of morning. Don't let me
forget how I stood here, mouth open,
afraid what might enter.

There are diamonds still caught

in the tough black gullets of crows
who swing toward the sun.
There are still fish alive in this river--
bright as coins they flash, searching the bottom

There are children racing

through nervous pews,

who trace dust on black Bible fronts,

and dream of cars like red-painted animals

with doors open, waiting for them.


There are men who jostle and shout
around the spuming back of a garbage truck.
In the muddled half-sleep of work,

their faces dance to each other

like drowned garments.

They think of going home to touch

their lovers, to run the shiver

like a current through their fingers.


This is the shudder,

the current,

the hollow collapse.


Oh Grace,
I will not break.
Run it through me.

Sunday, December 16, 2007





EMPTY PALM


Toss your arms toward winter, when summer
is the barren ground. Your loved ones become icons;
senseless saints and vibrant clowns.
The hand that reaches is the hand that creates,
is the one that refuses, turning all beauty to waste.
My prayer is the slim leaf that falls open
when no one else is around.

Friday, December 14, 2007


UNION


Our skin is just starting to come apart. I feel it
like an annoying burr, how it catches on my bones,
while all the howling circumference is around me, waiting to come in.

No wonder we are on edge, when the teetering

data banks are just waiting to infuse us
with a sense of something greater; whale sounds, ocean's pulsings, and suddenly
I am held fast to the catacombed bones of the earth,

and a silver-haired, white-skinned hag kisses me

with cold lips and tells me impossible things.


And then I am alone on rain-dark open grass plains,
the first garble of man sounding around me,
cousin of skin who would eat me without pause.

How I could grow hair like him,

let it flood me, coarse and luxurious…

Thursday, December 13, 2007


BEYOND HUNGER


You hate the feeling of looking over your shoulder,

but then there I am. How about this:

I'm the younger brother, the one reckless
and beautiful, who tipped the speedometer toward red,
and now returns after years of quiet with an itchy

trigger finger and the insistent promise that this is it,
the last scam, the last chance for us both to cash in.
As soon as the porch door clicks shut behind me, you know
only trouble can come from my hunched but vibrant silhouette.

Or how about this one: I'm your bleached-blond ex-lover,

who split for beauty school and Hollywood a life-time ago,

but now comes back, oily and sensuous, barely coiled
inside my red satin dress. That's the one where
the sweat on your forehead matches your internal landscape,

your constant state of indecision, until in a burst of fatal passion

you thrust me across the card table, spilling
drinks and religious icons,
giving yourself up
to the kind of love that always spells death.


Some say I’m beyond hunger. What do you think?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


SINGLE MAN BLUES


A single man

A carpenter, plumber or electrician
Clattering along in a panel truck
Thoughts with his coffee gone cold


A single man, but
An ocean flows inside him

Grey shores circling the narrow

Coastline of his skull


He knew it was there

But turned his eyes from it


But if a single man would break

The streets would be flooded

The world would be water

And all this forgotten


Except for a single thing

An old dresser knob

Or a child’s wooden hammer

Left floating

A reminder of industry

That hands sleep somewhere below

Tuesday, December 11, 2007


FROZEN


It came like this…I thought the ice was trying to tell me something.

My whole weekend full of suffused and glittering light, battered
by its brilliance, and the best any of us could come up with is, "It sure is pretty out there."

All the branches the leaves tree trunks windows clock faces

encased in ice, a world of frozen blossoms, a world remade,

brittle, temporary...
We walked and slid in clumsy pirouettes across its smooth
and stiffened skin, the flecked-off fragmented stars

stared down, spinning and spinning, and the cold empty

sky opened as my mouth opened, full of purple breath bruises,


pushed out, set aflame.

Monday, December 10, 2007


ENTROPY DELEGATE


We are all coming apart, piece by piece.
Here, the lost have voices, delicate as insects,
or the smallest yawn of tides dragging us under,

calling our ears to listen.


Here, that man with the dirty wet newspaper a week old

can speak in any voice allowed him, can quote numbers,

artifacts, tired marrow, the particular grin of car hoods,
the hoops of air that birds made leaping through him.

Here, that language speaks on and on,
a bludgeoned silhouette that never runs out of words.
Here, he is our mission.

Monsters